(Dark post) What good is it?

What good is it when a photographer is restricted to think, behave, or take action? When you're immersed in thoughts and find yourself in a certain mood to produce that thought in a tangible medium you can share with others.

I'm not talking about sharing for the sake of publicity or recognition, I'm talking about the purity of sharing a feeling or an emotion. The ability to voice it all out.. without a single word.. just leave it to the interpretation of others.

Emotions want to burst out, shackled by the persona of the superficial culture and tradition, bottling it all in.. don't run out of the herd.. thoughts are screaming in my head.. don't run out of the herd.. but I want to express myself.. don't run out of the herd.

What a pathetic life.